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[JUDWAK]

boring today now i cant go off roading
but i have no pain today and i have teken no meds today too
so thats good point of today

so i want to do something nice anything beats sitting around here all day
any ideas anyone

[drunkmonkeyboy]

I know how you feel i cant drive of go out on my motorbike. cos i had vertigo. i live on my own and walking anywhere is a little bit risky and i stumble like a drunk after a weekend bender!! There is only so much tv i can watch and i filled that quota at about lunchtime wednesday (can on on wednesday!).

[JUDWAK]

yep its no fun
i walk like tewbacker most the time
its like a sort of monkey swing i got when in pain
its quite cool to watch my mates find it funny anyhow
going anywere is a big venture for me
but its just pain mate so i put my self has much has i can to enjoy life

but feeling that way with a love for motobikes is a bummer mate
my wife suffered that the last few weeks is wiered how it works
with the off balance thing
but i know how it feels
i get these wiered leg twingers my legs will kick out on there own
and at times they just give way and i do fall over from time to time
i wake up some mornings and my legs dont work
i get off the bed and fall to the floor
i sh1t me self when it happends i lay there hopeing that pins and needles will come throgh my legs
i know then that they will be back with in 30 mins or so

but one day i will lose the use of my legs (or so iam told)
but i will just make the surf into a thumb pust rev and go
its never going to stop me havin a life
its just a bit of pain realy